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Friday, December 22nd 2006

12:57 PM

Still alive

  • State of Mind: unknown
  • How I feel: frustrated
  • Game of The Day: Zelda Twilight Princess on the
  • Thought of the day: Why is there so much pain in this world?

Just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and to let you know I miss you all very much! I wish I could say I was doing better, but I can't.

I am still waiting for surgery and I am no longer able to eat and live on ensure and sometimes soft food and have lost 40 pounds in the last 2 months. Sometimes I feel like I am fighting a losing battle, but Im not giving up.

Sylvain is very stressed but is more understanding now. Me being sick is really hard and frustrating for him. He still has his bad days and we still have our fights but we have learned to work our frustrations out a lot faster.

I can't sit at the computer anymore. I wish I could but since I am almost off the methadone pain is really bad and the doc's don't know what to give me for pain due to me having so many allergies and I don't want to back on morphine again. Anyways enough depressive talk.

Have a great Chistmas and a great New Year God Bless

Till later


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