Welcome to my little world. A place where I can be myself and write my true feelings. It's not always exciting or funny, and can be pretty boring at times, but it's my life and writing about it helps me deal with it.
Please enjoy your visit! While your here let me know you stopped by. Sign my guestbook, leave a tag on the tag board, or place a mark on my guest map. Comments and suggestions are always welcome. It's up to you, but if you don't I will never have know you where here. You can also take a look at my photo album now that I finally added some pictures to it.
I hope you enjoy your stay and come back soon.
Just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and to let you know I miss you all very much! I wish I could say I was doing better, but I can't.
I am still waiting for surgery and I am no longer able to eat and live on ensure and sometimes soft food and have lost 40 pounds in the last 2 months. Sometimes I feel like I am fighting a losing battle, but Im not giving up.
Sylvain is very stressed but is more understanding now. Me being sick is really hard and frustrating for him. He still has his bad days and we still have our fights but we have learned to work our frustrations out a lot faster.
I can't sit at the computer anymore. I wish I could but since I am almost off the methadone pain is really bad and the doc's don't know what to give me for pain due to me having so many allergies and I don't want to back on morphine again. Anyways enough depressive talk.
Have a great Chistmas and a great New Year God Bless